back to December by Taylor swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life ? tell me how your family
I haven't see them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever
we small talk, work and the wheater
your guard is up and I know why

because the last time, you saw me
is still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses and I left them there to die

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you, sayying I'm sorry for that night
and I go back to December all the time

it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing I realized what I had when you were mind
I go back to December turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

these days I haven't been sleeping
staying up, playing back my self leaving
when your birthday passed and I didn't call
then I think about summer at the beautiful times
I watch you laughing from the passenger side and
realized I love you in the fall

and when the cold came the dark days
when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of yo, saying I'm sorry for that night
and I go back to December all the time
it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time


I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
so good to me so right
and how you held me in the arms that September night
the first time you ever saw me cry
maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
but if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
so if the chain is on your door, I understand

this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
and I go back to December turn  around and make it alright
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time